Should I...
Should I listen to my heart?
Should I care for what I'm feelin' inside?
The pain won't fade away.. I've tried so many times
Should I go...?!!!!
Should I listen to my heart?
Should I care for what I'm feelin' inside?
The pain won't fade away.. I've tried so many times
Should I go...?!!!!
It was most horrible things!!
I was trapped in the middle of nowhere.
Banjir Jakarta tanggal 1 Februari 2008..
I left Bandung at 10 in the morning to Soekarno Hatta International Airport to catch my 3.15pm flight.
The weather was bad! Hujan besar dan banjir besar.
Can U imagine.. that it was 3pm and I was still in Tol Sedyatmo.. and couldn't move at all. The traffic was jamned so bad!
I heard that my flight was delayed for.. I didn't know for how many hours.
Kendaran yang terjebak macet akhirnya maju perlahan.. then stucked again.
I slept for about an hour.. when I opened my eyes.. GOD!!! I was still at the same place. The time ran by.. but I was still there.
At 10 pm I was in Tol Bandara trapped again.. couldn't move at all. I was so frustrated. I saw some air crews from Batavia Air and Sriwijaya Air were there too.
The water was 150cm high. No cars could pass the way to the airport.
Waiting in anger.. nothing I can do.. was real bad!
No public toilet, No food, no beverages.. There was NO nothing!
It was 2 in the morning of February 2nd! I made up my mind.. I had to go back to Bandung. Nothing to be waiting for. I wouldn't want to put myself in that place too long. I wanted to go home.
At 3am.. akhirnya bisa putar ke arah Bandung. I found the U Turn.
I felt so free.. so glad.. I even bought some A&W on the way home. I was starving to death! I got home at 6.10am. Living in a bus for 20 HOURS.. Can U imagine!?!
"SHAME ON YOU, JAKARTA!!"
They said.. that I'd gotta be patient!!
They said.. that I should keep myself at ease!
The truth is.. they really don't know what I've in my mind!
I'm the only one who feel the anger.. the pain..
I've tried so many times to stay.. like nothing 's happened.
Forgive me..
My patience has a limit!!
Sepertinya.. tak ingin lagi aku tuk bertahan
Berkawan dengan angan yang tak memberi asa
Luka yang dalam tertoreh perih di dada
Mengguratkan senandung duka
Senyum yang menghias rupa tak bisa menghalau lara
Aku tak dapat berpura-pura!
I just can't tell.. How I HATE YOU so much!!!!
The big capital letters I have used in that sentence are showing you how I feel about you. How could you be such as a loser?!!
I miss my old pals!!!!
Where are U, guys?
My friends from High School...
My friends from Port Erin, Isle of Man...
My friends from HotelUndTouristikFachschule, Switz...
My friends from The Lucie Clayton, London, UK...
Hope you're, guys.. read my blog!!!
kakiku melangkah perlahan
mencoba tuk meninggalkan bayang semu
terasa berat..
hampa yang ada dalam dada
seakan tak ingin beranjak
galau dalam hati
mengikat erat tak ingin lepas
ku tepiskan rasa gulana
ku ingin hilangkan lara ini
akankah semua ini berlalu..?
asa itu masih ada
asa itu harus tetap ada!
ku tak ingin terus meratap
What a day..!!
I'm feeling tired, bored.. cuz I have to face the situation that make me mad!
I just wanna put myself at ease. I've got to the stage that my mind saying "Enough..! Well, yes.. enough is enough.. JUST GIVE ME A BREAK!!!
I know it's uneasy to reveal.
I don't know how to start.. To be frankly.. I don't feel happy!!
My anger.. my sorrow.. they're both making me mad.
This is a HARD situation for me.
what a day!! Today.. April 12th at 12.20pm.. the rain is pouring down.. really BIG!!
U know what..?!?
The wind's blowing really hard, too. The sound of it is making me cringe!!
I should say 'Subhanallaaah..."
The weather's unpredictable. This morning was really nice.. sunny day.. warm.
However.. God must be having s'thing for us.
La hawla wala quwwata illa billaah